Impossible

Starting to see the doubts in the eyes of others...
Impossible...to understand,
I’m sick and tired of trying to read your mind...

If you have something to say come on and say it,
If you don’t wanna say anything at all stop messing around!
I’m done fooling around, I won’t run away anymore
I’ll figure it out and when that moment arrives
I’ll take my conclusions!

Some people want it all… but they end with nothing
I’m not looking for anything, shouldn’t that be enough?
You can find everything in the smallest touch…
The most insignificant word…
So be careful with what you say and what you do!

Almost one year has passed since I wrote here and with this thoughts I brake my silence… Maybe it’s becoming something I cannot ignore!


P.S: don’t say to the ones that are important to you that you will never brake their hearts…
Just don’t do it!

2nd chance

my mind is confused...
my heart it's kind of broken...
and my smile is fake!

2nd chances they don't matter
cause people never change!

Everything is wrong right now...

. . .

Sadness ...

Disappointment ...

Closed shell indefinitely ...

sem titulo...

... escrevo e apago
... escrevo e apago
... escrevo e apago

quero dizer tudo... nao quero dizer nada...

coisas que significam tudo e nao significam nada...

bloqueei ... falta-me a alegria falta-me a vontade...

falta-me tudo e não me falta nada!

... escrevo e apago
... escrevo e apago
... escrevo e apago

90% Persistence 10%Talent

Is it?
Don’t judge your success for someone else’s!
Talent it’s not all . . . but it is a good start . . .
How can someone sing if he doesn’t have the voice?

Someone taught me that we have to fight. . .
And let’s be honest . . .
Having something we fight for
It feels so much better . . .doesn’t it?
Let fight for it . . .
Reach our goals whit work
And whit that simple smile that it is all that matters!

=)

It’s kind of curious but my big friends are both writers
And dammmm! They are good!
She writes with love,
I almost can feel her emotions!
He uses math, but instead of numbers he puts letters
Each word makes sense like the result of an equation!

After all,

I’m sure I found two cases of more that 10% Talent!

Just a Smile

Standing on a rock,
Looking at the river,
My thoughts are free,
Like the wind that blows around me. . .
Only searching for myself . . .
“The right word in the right time…
The sweetest smile when words don’t work. . . “
Those are things that don’t leave my mind!

Three music’s playing on my playlist...

The first is about “Walking on the moon”
The second is a “Diary”
The third is about “Expressions of love”
The fourth is “Something about you”
And the last one talks about “A son of a preacher man”
Those are the soundtracks of my thoughts. . .
The melodies make me dream. . .
And the lyrics keep my head on Earth!

Day after day time is passing by. . .
As I’m walking on the moon,
Where I’m not alone,
Learning from each other
I’ll keep your secrets!

We can speak with our eyes. . .
And sometimes a simple smile is all that matters!

=)

Brain Storm

The rain falls outside
Each lightning revives my memory
Each thunder wakes me from my dreams
I find myself in the center of my street
It’s like the rain is washing my soul
and the problems disappear for instants…

This street saw me grow up
all of my child memories are in this concrete
1994 the year I came to this house
the year I met my first friends
most of them were just a shadow of a friendship
only one or two came up to be real friends
the first time I crash was here
but here was also the place I pull my head up
I fight and moved on…

That made me what I am today. . .
What am I … a bitch? A friend?
Well it depends on whom you ask this question!

I think I’m a little bit of everything
although I’m proud of myself
I’m proud of what I conquered
I’m proud of being known as persistent
And if someone wants to know
who are my friends… the answer
is very simple. . .

Think quietly . . .

have you ever been sad and no one saw it but me?
have you ever thought something and I said it before you did?
have you ever thought why doesn’t she just gave up on me yet?
have you ever needed me and I wasn’t there?

If your answer was yes to the fist three and no to the other. . .
you are one them…

And for "the ones"
I now say: Even when I'm a mess I will always stand up for you!